Hey everyone~! I've been busy with lots of things, especially things from school. Its kinda hard for me to find time blogging... So ya, finally! I can blog again now~ So ya, school life is really a B-I-G change becuz since i'm in sec 3 now, i've got lots of freaking homeworks and TESTSSSSSS! Theres like almost tests in every week! Omg... I always wonder when will there be a week when we can juz rest... But eitherway, i have to learn to adapt... Next year will be even harder becuz i'll be having lots of "focus tests" and of course the O-Levels... T.T Life really is hard sometimes... I'm really weak in my Chinese and Chemistry! For chinese, my teacher really teach very fast in the textbooks, and as for the compo wrttings that she taught... I still can't really get the hang of it... I'm quite worried that i'll de-prove my chinese tremedously... And worst still, i'm actually in the first class for chinese and its more competitive... I don't even think i'm up to that high standard... Its juz by chance i got into the top class... T.T As for Chemistry... Omg... So many formulas to rmb, and i can't really rmb so much formulas. I kept having a just pass marks for all my memory testsss formulas... T.T and the reason being is that i don't have the time to memorize the formulas, and even if i hav, its usually in the night when my brains starts to shut down and i can't absorb even a single thing! Haiyzzz... And WORST of all, i failed my FIRST test for chemistry and its my first test that i failed in my upper sec... Wth... The topics tested in the test is really the SIMPLEST among the other topics, and i failed it... I didn't even study for the test actually, i don't really have the time to becuz at that point i also had social studies test on the following day, and i thought that social studies is more important to study(More like memorising actually) becuz if you dont memorise for social studies, thats it, you fail, so ya, thats why i chose not to study chem but Social Studies, and the result? A Fail... T.T Seiously, upper sec is way different and HARDER to cope then in lower sec! T.T Time mangement is seiously VERY improtant in upper sec, and without time mangement... I don think i can even achieve anything... I must really REALLY REALLY put in MORE effort in studying and improve on my time mangement... Ya, i'll juz try in best...